...me and
my wife when went our separate ways in end 2012. As such in 2013... every afternoon,
going back to my empty home with no Astro, no TV, half broken laptop (heck, i do not have
even a proper radio!) and no kids laughter to greet me...not an easy period, i have to admit... but i guess rather than thinking about it....i guess i better use
this quiet period by studying chess.
...during
this time i managed to finish about ten chess books from cover to cover ( Capablanca’s
Chess Fundamentals, Euwe’s Judgement and Planning in Chess, Chernev’s Most
Instructive Chess Games, Franco’s Chess Self Improvement etc)
...i also
managed to half finished a dozen of chess books ( My System, Study Chess with
Tal etc)...fully intent to finish these books this year. Amin!
...most of
it is a classic books...with the idea of building up my basic chess foundations
(at young age of 39!)
...its really a
quiet period of my life...suddenly i found that i study chess not only to
remember the theory but also to forget all the memory...the painful memory.
THE NOT SO
QUIET PART
...just
when i planned to have a faithful relationship and undivided devotion to Chernev’s, Nunn’s, Nimzovitch’s
etc, suddenly i found myself being seduce by Ayn Rand’s, Twan Eng’s and my
usual mid night partners (Grisham’s, Crichton’s, Archer’s, Puzo’s etc)
...and also
all of sudden i found my interest zip zap everywhere...from Theology to
Teohlogy...from Mexican’s marathon runners to Blackjack strategy...from
Quantitative Trader to Quantum Physic....its just everywhere (pss...i also read
Richard Dawkins' book!..just curious to know about the arguments from ‘the
other side’)
...and yes,
i bought 42 inches TV two months ago at RM1500 ( Finally!...after surviving a year without TV and after
bargaining for half an hour from original price of RM1800)...feel damn good
about it (Ha ha...big TV at RM1500...) but later discovered same TV set is priced at
RM1200 at Jusco...Grrrr
With this
TV suddenly i found my interest change again...now my aim is to watch all the
movies under Top 100 Movies of All Time (so far manage to achieve 20 %
success...ET, Godfather, Casablanca, Gone with the winds, Star Wars, 2001:Space Odyssey etc)...still have like 80 films to go...sigh!
...Well,
all these (and the friendly calls, SMSes, comments on this blog, e-mails...you
know who i am referring to here and for that TQVM) help me went through this
lonely chapter...
...and all
above (Books, Films) i guess is good to make me a more ‘rounded’ person but it
comes at the cost of my chess study....how?
TO CUT A
LONG STORY SHORT....
Chess
wise...I consider 2013 as a successful year for me...i manage to increase my
ELO Rating from 1994 to 2023 (highest at 2034...before Malaysian Open...before
Nafisa Muminova), a gain of 29 points in one calendar year.
Well,
progressing at a cruising speed of 29 points a year, i should be an IM in 10
years time and a GM in 20 years time...just in time for that GM BY 58! (...or
maybe not, in future good chances that IM and GM ‘marks’ will be move forward
to reflect the inflation)
...In 2013, in most
of the tournaments i manage to perform better than my seeding (my usual bench
mark) and as a result i manage to gain positive return on my entrance fee
investment...sometimes double or triple it (though occassionally zero or
negative returns).
My biggest
‘win’ is RM500 cash...not due to top finishing but via winning lucky draw for
eligible contestant at one of the INSOFAR events!
Ha! ha! I
love Insofar events! Full of surprises! :)
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Sorry to hear about your separation. Hope 2014 will be a good year for you.
ReplyDeleteAt last, news about you!
ReplyDeleteGood luck about that GM at 58, bro! ... and look at the bright side - now you have more chances with Nafisa Muminova.
Thanks Raymond for the support and well wishes.
ReplyDeleteThanks abdooss..guess my chances now increase by 0.001% :)
ReplyDeleteDear Ilham, this is Prabha Rajendra. I just spoke to Collin Madhavan who said you gave him a call last night after I emailed you. I would like to call you today if you are free. Could you give me your mobile or home telephone number ? My mobile is 0192350309 and my home email address is prabharajendra@yahoo.co.uk
ReplyDeleteHope to hear from you soon and all the best for your chess !
Prabha Rajendra
Hi Prabha,
ReplyDeleteThanks for e-mail you send last night and thanks for calling me this morning...i really enjoyed the conversation and aren't we like 4 times need to say i got to go...before new topics arise and there goes 'i got to go' :)
Lets continue to be in touch and all the best for your chess too!
Cheers
ILHAM